I ought to let him go

hey Baby,
This is what I always wanted to tell you, I been keeping to myself for a long time I don't have the courage to tell you how I felt for you, I have fallen for you.

Today somebody told me that you already got someone in mind
She is so lucky to have you to love/like her
This Lucky girl is from our Church(Not going to mention her name)
Well, But I don't know who is she But wish to be friend with her.
Hmmm well when I know that you already got someone in mind
(I'm saying this with my sincere heart)
I'm not jaelous at all, and I got no right to get jealous about this first of all jealous is a Sin but people think I'm jealous, C'mon man I'm not jealous at all I'm ought to be happy for you because you found someone you love. if you really found someone you love I'll be happy for you and this is the time for me to let you go.

When I know that you got someone in mind I'm just a little Sad and disappointed on myself.
No matter what I will still stand tall, because I know that God is always with me all the time when I'm down. I really Love my God Jesus (I always want to thank you for being with me father when i'm down) with God with me I can do everything and bring smile to people and myself with him in me I can stand tall once again. Hey do you know Our God is so wonderful. :)

I don't know whether you've been waiting for me? waiting to hear those words one day?
I know I've been holding back, not willing to say them out loud.
I just thought it wasn't yet the right time.
I afraid that there will be a day that is too late for me to tell you the things I have been keeping to myself for a long time.
Well, I don't know which faraway places you're in now, I always hope to see you around.
I always wanted to tell you that I Love you.
Wherever you are, beyond the horizon, I just want you to know.(I really Love you) *Coney*
Yeah, you can't hear me, right now I'm like a retarded talking to myself. *Laugh*
I just want to express my own feelings in this blog to make myself feel better throughout my day.

Love

yesterday my brother got beaten up by 10++ over people... I heard that they are malaysian people.
My brother is still asleep now. The nurse have to always keep him sleeping, because when he's awake he will start struggling and don't even know himself. Can't even really talk... This is so hurting to watch him lying on the bed with hands and legs got tight up, and all the wounds on his hands and legs,But his face and head is the most serious part, Right now his Brain is swollent that makes him to struggle because it's really painful.

Dear Lord Please Save my brother from all this pain, let him recover. I pray that he will come back to normal. I pray that he will not be naughty as before when he's back to normal.I pray that God will give him a Chance to let him come to know who is the real God once again.
-We Love you Daddy.

Just wanted to Love you

Qi's Heart has never met someone who has concern over her.

I have devoted myself now and then,I know that I shouldn't have been like this.
My heart is willing to accept that there will never be a love for me from you, If you never love me at all.

But only good thing in my life that has happened….. Is I'm more Closer to God, and I'm willing to know more about God.

There are no words, but only what I have. Only have true love, and that is all I have to you.

Is nothing but the loneliness of awaiting you... I wish this is my perfect match created by heaven (God).

What I want to tell you

What I want to tell you is this I have been keeping to myself
I Love you so much..
I've waited for so long
I searched for you for a long time
I almost give up, But thanks that I hold on to it
If I have the chance to be with you, I'm Complete, It feels like I'm so strong able to stand tall again If I could be with you.
I was born to love you, When everytime I close my eyes I always think of you
Hugging me in a cold night making me feel that you'll never leave me
Sometimes i feel its like a dream cause I can't believe that someone like you Loves me too.
Always remember that I'll be always here supporting you whatever you like to do, things that you like to do and I'm willing, I wish I could be with you doing the same thing with you If I can.
Your so Special to me your the only one I've got, you're the only one that I wish you would come into my Life One day. Only you, Only you got the key to come into my heart, you got a Big room here in my heart reserved just for you.
If I'll be gone Always remember I'll always stay in your Heart If you want to and remember also that there's no day that I never think of you and miss you.
Always bring your Smile in your face cause Lots of people are Happy just seeing your Smile, Like I do.
I Thanks God that I found you I Love you so much I can't find the words that could fit for what I feel for you, Maybe the tallest tower or mountain would never be enough to measure my love for you cause even Satan can't stop me from loving you even if you don't love me like I do It's Okay ^^
Just to see that you're Happy is more than enough, I'm content for me cause I'm Loving you with my Whole heart but not expecting for return.
Do you know you mean to me so much so take care of yourself, cause for sure I'll be sad if something Happens to you..... Sorry I know That I can't be with you 24/7 Because we Don't even know each other, But I Wish I can, I only wish to be with you, when there is you and me in each other Heart.
Your the last person that I will Love and Nothing can change this Cause I know in myself that if you ever tell me you never love me at all, I think this is one of my worst thing I'll Experience in Life I'll be really really very Sad It will Hurt me so much until I might Break down and Cry I know Its to Corny but if I were to have the chance to Hold your Hands tight like I will never let you go.
I really Really Love you so Much.

Isn't This Love?

I don't know what is it with me that though it's cool yet my heart palpitates
I don't know why whenever we meet, my heart melts, and beats not like before
The moment whenever you gazed at me, my heart it bloats up, almost like it's going to float away
Isn't this love? The horizon that was grey, looks and grew bright immediately.
I don't know whether I can call this love or not, I'm still not sure
Just only knew that it's all because of you.
I don't know because of what, whatever that's ever good is even better.
Even the sound of the wind that blow this way, it's also sounds like jewel. I can hear it because it's better than ever
I don't know that now, how it became, that everything looks pink
Why? Why it's not like before? Like that was when I had not met you
You made me change into like this. Think of anything and it's all about you
all days and all nights about your image.

Ahhhhhhhhh! I feel like crying.. Jesus Please take me with you right now.. I feel that I'm a Useless Person.. What am I suppose to do? I know I have to be Strong in any circumstances. When I'm weak Daddy is Strong, when I'm Strong Daddy is the Strongest~!